random thoughts in my mind
as i think day and night
illusion grow in my mind
about the thoughts of darker kind
sometimes i wonder
sometimes i think
when my eyelashes blink
can i just live in yesterday
or make this day a merry day
i prey to god
to keep me away from those thoughts
but he plans to bring joy and sorrow in lots
all my efforts gone in vein
but i will surely try it again...
